Angry.

Today started out fairly good...got Charles off to school, me and Connor went to get rent paid and to go to walmart.

Then I logged on my Facebook to find out that a very good friend of mines daughter passed away in her sleep.She was only 3 months old. Same heart condition as you, Ethan. And that made mommy mad at GOD. Why do you ask that I am mad? Well lets see..HE gives us beautiful babies only to take them away..IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!! My heart breaks for her and family. Because I know to well what it's like losing a sweet gift from GOD. Ethan I am pretty sure you were right there to guide her up to GOD. Along with the other precious *heart* babies we have lost. I am sure you all gave her sweet loving care the entire way.

While I am happy she isn't hurting anymore I am VERY upset and VERY mad that GOD has to take you sweethearts away. I just don't get it.


Everyday I ask HIM why HE took you...but I never get an answer...maybe I never will. But rest assured I will see you again someday..and sweetie I will NEVER let go!!

Love Mama



*** Fly high sweet Brookie Cookie..I am sad that we never met but I am sure we will meet too! <3 <3 <3***