Ethan's Shadowbox/Update

I had gotten a really inspiring idea from a friend of mine to start a shadowbox for Ethan...so far we haven't found the box we are looking for..hopefully will find one tomorrow..I did however get a few things to decorate his box..I even decorated the picture page I want in the box...or maybe in his scrapbook...not quite sure yet..and it's not complete yet I have a few more items I want to add. (you can view pics on my FB)

I got to give him a bath!! You have no idea how that made me feel! It was awesome getting to wash him and he smelled so very good afterwards. There were pictures taken and even a video which I will be posting on Facebook here in a little while.

I am still jumbling everything and I just really want my baby to be able to live...it's just really hard to have to make any kind of decision right now.


My heart is breaking everyday as I think he won't have a first anything...I just can't handle it.

I want to thank everyone for supporting me right now.